When I dream about you, I wish you would take my hand and take me where you are....experience the beauty of life you do....to see what your eyes see...to breath the air you breath.... get carried away with closeness that doesn’t need words.
I envy the chance to travel places that leave sweet memories in your heart...and aroma of the freedom that far far away I hope make you feel that you miss me, perhaps?

I wish I could be where you are...so I could lean my head on your shoulder and I know,nobody would take this moment away from me. The moment you touch my hair and kiss me.
Those are my dreams...pictures I see on the walls of a cold hospital, when there is quiet and only smell of life and death is breathing on my neck. When the pain is slowly floating away, I think about moments that made me happy. And I know If I never see you again...the feeling of happiness is always going to stay in my heart.
And those are the moments I realize the reasons I adore you:


When I walk away mad....it takes time but you follow me
When I stare at your mouth...you kiss me
When I push you away or hit you.....you grab me and don’t let go
When I am quiet, you ask what is wrong
When I am ignoring you....you know I want your attention
When you see me at my worst...you tell me I am beautiful
When I am scared you protect me
When I lay my head on your shoulder...you tilt my head up and kiss me
WHEN I tease you...you tease me back and make me laugh
When I don' t answer in long time you reassure me everything is ok
When I look at you with doubt...you back yourself up
When I look into your eyes you don' t look away until I do
When you see me crying you just hold me and don' t say a thing
When I grab your hand you hold mine and plying with my fingers
When I say I like you...I really do more than you could understand
When I miss you...it hurts me inside
When you break my heart...the pain will never really go away
and When I say it' s over...I still want you to be mine!

Because when you stay up with me all night when I am sick, and when you stay with me on the phone even thought I have nothing to say...when I say I am ok, you dont believe am and keep talking to me...you make me feel I matter to you.
When you watch my favorite movie with me or my favorite show even if you think its stupid...when you hang out with me when I am bored or sad and when you let me wear your clothes...you giving me the world.

The only thing that is left is the kiss in a pouring rain;)